Today started well before 7a.m. Deric was up and ready to go as usual. Cooked him eggs for breakfast and Gavin, Deric and i ate together. Doled out the meds and the whining begins. it's 7:43 and Deric is already bugging me to wake Katie up!!! Gavin is in the other room screaming for me to put Elmo on, ugh, let me wake up first!!! The usual morning scenario of loud noises, running and not eating the breakfast that was requested ensues. Daddy made a surprise appearance today and stayed to play. Kate hears herr dad hear and finally rolls out of bed around 10, much to Derics relief.
Laundry and everyday cleaning are about all i accomplished today as i was very unmotivated. Feeling so much at once it's hard to concentrate on just one thing so I don't do anything!! And the panic attacks have started again. Thank God for meds!!! Trying to manage a toddler, listen to the 8 year old whine constantly about EVERYTHING and understand where the 13 year old is coming from and why she is beating on her vrother yet again is taking it's tole, especially without a break. Sometimes i feel so overwhelmed. Thank goodness for friends.
the kids played the wii today and actually played together nicely for quite a while today, while I tried to talk to their dad to see what is in store for our future, hit a brick wall, no surprise there. ugh, I want to go on with my life .
So the kids are fed and in bed, time for "me time". Facebook, picking up and a loonnngggg hot shower then off to bed before Deric wakes up around 1 or 3...
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